i hope everyone are fine with your life, work etc.
if nothing went well, it's okay.
at least you're still alive.
that does matter. am i right?
alhamdulillah i'm doing fine.
not everything goes well as i want.
but i'm still alive, can eat good food, still scrolling my social media, laughing to my lame jokes.
haha alhamdulillah.
actually, i don't have any specific topic to write here.
ya many thought in my head.
but sometimes that thoughts just fade away as i think i'm lazy to think further.
haha apa awak merepek ni huda?
one of my thought is, i want to keep my blog private.
sebab twitter yang aku dulu banggakan kerana itulah satu-satunya medium yang aku tak private dan i can write anything pun aku rasa tak insecure dah.
lalu aku privatekan.
ya those feeling sxck you know.
jadi, rasanya lambat laun aku akan tukar setting my blog to fully private.
so ya :)
btw, I'm eating banoffee pie while listening to sendu songs
suddenly i feel terrible yang tak dapat diungkap.
rasa teruk sangat.
rasa I'm not worth enough
rasa I'm not good enough.
but I'm okay.
but actually I'm not.
btw, dekat twitter sekarang semua lincah ambil test minda sihat apatah tu.
self diagnosed is not really good. lagi-lagi if you get bad result from it.
better go to hospital ke apa untuk dapatkan proper diagnosed by doctor etc.
sebab i do it twice, and it affect me badly right now.
mestilah aku ada rasa perlu pergi hospital lagi-lagi rumah dengan hospital jaraknya macam dari bilik nak ke dapur, nak cakap dekatnya tu.
tapi, entah tak cukup courage lah kot.
plus, people think I'm okay so what for I'm going there.
dannnnnnn aku busy sekarang.
busy kejar kdrama semestinya.
haha tak lah.
apa-apa pun, aku harap semua orang baik baik saja.
if you need me, im still here.
you know where you can find me.
insyaAllah, selagi nadi ini masih terasa, selagi itu aku ada.
tak ada nota hati, cause i feel not to :)
